Into My Physiology

Hagrid in Manchester

2011-12-19T15:41:00.002Z

Was watching QPR vs Manchester United. Saw something rather surprising. Was that Hagrid?

Science fact

2011-11-13T00:51:00.002Z

There are distinct differences, between male and female brains. Female brains have a larger hippocampus, and thus the limbic system, which usually makes them better at retention and memory. Male brains have a bigger pariental cortex, which helps when fending off an attack. Male brains confront challenges differently than female brains. Women are hardwired to communicate with language, details, empathy. Men, not so much. It doesn't mean that we're any less capable of emotion. We can talk about our feelings, just that most of the time, we really rather not.

Grey's Anatomy Season 8 ep.4

my bikey lady

2011-10-08T22:31:00.003+01:00

2011-06-21T22:42:00.001+01:00

And it's been 15 months. Grateful to have ya.

my wife gave birth

2011-05-29T17:20:00.004+01:00

She made everything by herself so it is equivalent to her giving birth, oh well without me taking part.

Unicorn i love'em

2011-05-21T17:45:00.002+01:00

2011-05-15T19:16:00.003+01:00

the fear of not being able to try my best in the exam. thats the worst fear. its once a life thing.

and

microwaved food sucks

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2011-05-11T01:42:00.000+01:00

insensitiveness. that's how stupid i am.

sigh

2011-05-04T18:56:00.002+01:00

exam in 5 days time. really stressed. can't seem to remember all the things i memorized. have to take sleeping pills just to relax and sleep well every night. never feel this stressed up before.

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2011-04-15T01:02:00.005+01:00

Final is approaching and it comprise 30% of my course mark. I need to get 20/30 if not it will be a failure. I am overstressed. and because of that i hurt people that i am close to unintentionally and i feel really bad about it. Like you said, everyone has their grumpy days. Guess these are one of those days. I am sorry.

ASOS BULLSHIT

2011-04-11T17:14:00.003+01:00

ASOS is one the worst online shopping website. don't ever buy from there. when you choose your item to be delivered to let say, California US, it will be delivered to INDIA instead. so yea before you buy, choose wisely.

2011-03-30T21:35:00.007+01:00

someday i am going to crush you to bits if something happen to her i promise. ffs

2011-03-29T11:43:00.000+01:00

if only there's something that i can do about it

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2011-03-28T22:03:00.003+01:00

I am stressed. sick. and tired.

resolution

2011-03-02T22:36:00.004Z

1. better time management

2. greed, which is the only way i can think of to tackle my laziness. so greed is good indeed

3. learn from mistakes

2011-02-14T01:56:00.004Z

That's my prettiest lady.

Happy valentine's day.

thoughts

2011-01-10T01:48:00.001Z

most people need more than one skill to be successful. so how does pharmacy + MBA sounds?

the road not taken

2010-12-31T16:06:00.005Z

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference

One choice, and it made all the difference. If i have a chance to start it all over again, i will travel down the other path, wisely.

Matthew 6:24-35

2010-12-12T18:11:00.001Z

²⁵ “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? ²⁶ Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? ²⁷ Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life

²⁸ “And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. ²⁹ Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. ³⁰ If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? ³¹ So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ ³² For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. ³³ But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. ³⁴ Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

sighs

2010-12-12T01:27:00.000Z

if only i can do more about it..

Summer 2011

2010-11-23T16:48:00.000Z

Boots summer placement in Grimsby it is.

prayer

2010-11-21T21:30:00.005Z

Boots summer placement in Grimbsy, Hull. Hope they can change it to someplace nearer. Fingers crossed.

two most adorable cats

2010-11-16T13:48:00.004Z

phe and miao, a pair of really nice and adorable cats. if you love cats and want to keep them, do tell me. appreciate it.

list of most peaceful countries in the world

2010-11-09T17:17:00.004Z

m'sia rank 26 on the list of world's most peaceful countries, even higher than United kingdom (rank:35). ain't bad eh

rant

2010-11-08T23:11:00.005Z

excuses are not allowed for failures and incapabilities. actions please, instead of excuses.

bored

2010-11-07T23:40:00.001Z

i am 22 and will be 23 next year and i am still a student. this sucks. yea it does.

2010-10-22T18:31:00.003+01:00

happy 20th birthday sweetheart!

i love you. and we'll definitely grow old together, i promise

suicide

2010-10-21T15:20:00.005+01:00

Many of the risk factors for suicide are known from research - being male, living alone, unemployment, alcohol or drug misuse, mental illness. - suicide prevention in england 2002.

being male? wtf?

to you with love

2010-10-05T22:05:00.009+01:00

Had the most awesome week in my life before i left for uk. Realized that the greatest gift of all is being loved by you, you're my happy pills.

i love you sweetheart, forever will be, for better or worse.

:)

2010-09-27T19:49:00.003+01:00

my blog outdated like expired milk, quote Grace Su.

2010-08-27T12:06:00.004+01:00

Times you've wondered, searched, screamed, cried, and you questioned God where and who's the right one for you.

May be its just not the time yet that you haven't found the right one, or He wants to put you through some incidents first so that you'll learn how to appreciate him/her. So its best if you just take a step down and let Him lead the way.

and He will indeed lead you to the right one.

telescope

2010-08-22T03:44:00.001+01:00

ever heard of love telescope?

here it is, to see your loved ones

thoughts

2010-08-03T12:06:00.004+01:00

22 more months then i'll get my master. so deadly looking forward to it.

Fix you - Coldplay

2010-08-02T12:14:00.001+01:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=73YjnOPM324&feature=avmsc2

2010-07-26T14:54:00.003+01:00

A friend of mine confronted me saying that i changed after i'm attached. May be i'm but i don't think its in a bad way. Just that i see things differently now, more responsibilities to handle with expectations. But i'm still a friend, a good listener if you need one, someone to chat with or perhaps joke with. Just that i won't be there all the time like i used to be and i'm sorry. Guess its just something you will face when you grow up. cest la vie

2010-07-19T11:41:00.002+01:00

What doesn't kill you make you stronger, so perserve, perserve and perserve.

let the bygones be bygones

2010-07-14T11:31:00.003+01:00

History, it consists of our past, whether we prefer to forget it or not, whatever happened, happened. May be things happened for a reason, or not. But it doesn't matter because all we can do right now is to move forward. We are not living in the past but here, in the present. So, i don't want to know what happened before, it's the present that really matters now. Just let the bygones be bygones.

the last thing that i wanted in this world is to hurt you.

shop branded stuff with lesser price!

2010-07-07T11:56:00.000+01:00

http://shopcabana.blogspot.com/ try to look through. thanks

to you with love

2010-06-27T16:11:00.006+01:00

Since you came along in my life, my heart shines brightly all of the day and night. even though you are not here by sight, it still shines brightly for you, because you are still here, deep inside my heart. see you in a few months time.

Home

2010-06-02T07:52:00.003+01:00

Attend a church in newcastle four days ago, it might not be something big for you but it is for me. 'Welcome home" it said on the screen. Yea so true.

There are different definitions of home. It can be a place where your family are, a place for you to dwell, a place where you feel comfortable with, or some places where you study.

And now i am home.

2010-05-31T09:33:00.002+01:00

Gonna spend my day in plane/planes today. 14 hours of flight to kl and 2 hours to sibu. 4 months in sibu and i have no idea how am i gonna spend those time. Part time job? yea for sure. Enough for the coldness, time to hit the warmness, or hotness will be a better word.

love on the sticky notes

2010-05-09T17:30:00.004+01:00

Some love when i am tired of studying

first paper consisting of 10 essays tomorrow, wish me luck.

2010-05-08T02:28:00.002+01:00

I hate it when emotions start taking over control your reasoning mind, it shouldn't be so.

update

2010-04-29T01:55:00.001+01:00

Stress.

package with love from singapore

2010-04-15T16:06:00.011+01:00

collected this from the post office this morning

there re sticky notes on every pack of milos, touched i will say. love you grace

a joke

2010-04-06T14:45:00.003+01:00

bought this shampoo from Boots, purposely?

so don't give me the surprise look if i'm back in m'sia with this fair and blonde hair.

dedicated to richard lau

2010-04-01T13:30:00.006+01:00

the fake laugh, a natural liar
remind you of someone?

happy april's fool Richard! its your fav day, still. see you in three months time!

@london

2010-03-26T23:43:00.002Z

cha kueh tiao + teh tarik. costed 8.5 pounds though, but still <3

2010-03-19T19:10:00.002Z

promises are to be kept. feel sorry when i broke one

random

2010-03-19T01:30:00.008Z

People hyperventilating when they're having asthma attacks, anxiety attacks, exercising or under stress. Your heart beats faster, and you just breathe quicker because you thought that you'll get more oxygen by doing so, but instead, its the other way round. You'll get less oxygen and get into more troubles by doing so. So people, breathe slower, deeper. It's for your own good.

sweet caroline

2010-03-18T00:38:00.002Z

thoughts

2010-03-14T18:52:00.001Z

life's an art, and it tells stories about you. do you agree?

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2010-03-10T17:40:00.003Z

failed my 212 dispensing mock exam today. its undescribable. if i failed this in real exam i will be resiting my 2nd year.

seasons

2010-03-05T15:45:00.003Z

autumn

winter

pre-spring

and, spring. getting sunny eh? love spring

27/2/2010

2010-02-27T21:06:00.002Z

In summary, i prefer manchester more than london <3

timeswitch

2010-02-20T22:46:00.006Z

Bought this from wilkinson lately: a 24 hours timeswitch.

now i can set timer for my heater, thus the room will be warm enough when i get off bed, therefore no more skipping of classes, great.

happy cny

2010-02-16T22:52:00.010Z

walk on, walk on,
even though its hard,
even though times and times hoping tomorrow will never come, but still,
walk on.

walk on, walk on,
even with tears in your eyes,
even with overwhelming sadness,
and times and times all you wanted to is stop,
but still,
walk on.

walk on, walk on,
with hopes in your heart,
with friends,
with family loving you,
that tomorrow will be better,
and with hopes,
so, walk on.

happy cny everyone

2010-02-08T22:25:00.002Z

hard-core /ˈhɑrdˈkɔr, -ˈkoʊr/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [hahrd-kawr, -kohr] Show IPA
–adjective
1. unswervingly committed; uncompromising; dedicated: a hard-core segregationist.
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yea that's what i am trying to be.
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but i am tired.

blah

2010-02-05T00:43:00.004Z

Number one rule of surgery is limit exposure. Keep your hands clean, your incision small, and your wounds covered.
Number two rule of surgery, is when rule number one rule stops working, try something else. Because sometimes you can't limit exposure, sometimes the injury is so bad, that you have to cut, and cut big.

In surgery, the healing process begins with the cut, and incision, the tearing of flesh. We have to damage the healthy flesh, in order the dispose the unhealthy. It feels cruel and against common sense. But it works, you risk exposure, for the sake of healing. And when it's over, once the incision is been closed, you wait. You wait, and you hope the patient will heal, that you haven't infact, just made everything worse.

true colours

2010-01-28T15:57:00.001Z

2010-01-27T01:12:00.002Z

9 hours in the library non-stop doing things. the workload i am having, is driving me crazy. seriously

blah

2010-01-25T21:16:00.003Z

excuses are for the weak. the more you give, the more fragile and exposed you appear to be.
be humble, if you are good, keep it to yourself, don't brag about how good you are, how superior you are, the more you talk about it, the more foolish i think of you. may be you just wanna be praised, be acknowledged, but there're some other ways to do that. keep it to yourself, be humble, then we will know how good you actually are.

done talking.

random

2010-01-10T00:03:00.001Z

starbucks and greggs, which might be the best combination of breakfast

how to solve insomnia?

2010-01-03T01:52:00.006Z

If you ask me how to solve insomnia, i will tell you this: get a new duvet cover.

can you sense the sleeping aura?

my new duvet and pillow covers, sure can sleep well now. For those who are still having sleeping problems, why not give it a try?

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-24T15:19:00.001Z

Merry Christmas everyone!

Have a good one =)